No one really tells us, how long will it take our wounds to heal.

No one knows in exact time when will we finally let go of the hurt and pain.

Of finding out the sense of why did we fall at all.

Why we broke?

Why the hurt tingles still?

Somewhere
....
....some people just go and without even knowing they take parts of us with them...

...parts we had no clue at all, they could even be moved from ourselves.

Now, they just take them, unheading whatever the pain they leave in us.

They let go of us faster than we can let go of them and it does not really matter,  it does not really matter at all...


Just let them go...

No one tells us how in steps can we let go.


And if you're like me, an A* student in Physics and an excellent students in Mathematics, when I could study these subjects, there is  a big chance, you're someone who loves to explain life in steps; even in medicine, I just love understanding the steps. Not that I love byhearting points, but I love steps that make sense; that are rational!


Here is the trouble. Life is not in algorithmic steps; at least not in one equation at a time, but a series of parallel equations that work together to find the final answer(s).

So to let go, people like me have trouble, as they try to find the equation and they find it difficult! Very difficult! How can I possibly just let go!

How?


How can I wake up and think not a moment about you? How can I not remember you in prayers? How can I just let go?