You did go away

Remember that day, two years ago, on a fine June day, I assume, you posted a poem about me:
you used words that moved me, and you honoured my love..."you didn't go away" was the title...
you said I taught you what's love!

You taught me what is not love! What it means to see with your own eyes, your love subside, demeaned, degraded!
What is it to love a man, who can't even see through your tears, and laughs...confusing this for that!

You failed me! Yes you did! You failed me more than you told me you're capable of!
Because I am a woman with faith, and I'd understand if fate comes in and buts us apart; but when you slice my heart with your own hands!
When you say you can't and in the swift of a second, you can, but for someone else!

I am not saying "I was betrayed, by you" I was betrayed by my own hands; by my fantasies of a merry land!

I saw you a man! I treated you as such; and against all odds, you declared to the world, my mistake, as you posted and declared, the death of "player-boy" to your new love and joy!

I wish you luck, I wish you happiness!

I miss you on days, hate you on others!

I have loved you to the end of love!
You've crushed me to the end of grindness!

So thank you, for being my lesson! I was your fortress, and you burnt!

I never did and would have never done like you...go away!