Who are you?

I don't know you!

That may sound too rude a notion, but is the truth!

Yet, another reality is due, that am falling for you!

And I don't like feeling like I don't know where am heading...

I hate being confused!

If I don't know you, how may I love you..

...well, then it's not love! Right?

Do I sound rude? Am I cruel?! Least, I refuse to be a fool, or to fall blind fold!

They say love is blind! I don't believe that! Love brings to our lives genuine light.

But that is...when IT IS love!

Love is not a feeling that takes us by the head! It was never a night's dream that a morning over-rides! Love is the knowledge... of the who and the why...the reason in another's company, we want to hand in hand fly!

All I know of you, is the intense happiness when you are around! Is that I want to see you the best! Is that I fantasy we have a lot in common, and yet I don't know what may it be, that keeps attracting me to you! All I know is that I see you kind, I see you sweet! I see you noble and I see you great!

But what do I know of you to see all that?! Little, if at all!

And I hate to fall blind folded, by my wishes you are the one!

I hate to force into you, what you are not! You may be greater than I see you (or rather wish you are)! Nobler! Kinder! The best that ever walked earth...all that is possible and much more...and much less too...

But will I ever, ever know?

Am afraid my friend, and am sharing my fear with you! Am afraid, am truly in love with you!

But that's not love what's based on nil!

Or is it...? Perhaps I don't know what's love after all!

But I thought I knew!!! Till I met you!

I have always had and I still have great ambitions! That was my love :)

Am not a put in a cage bird! My best analog is the butterfly :) Free, colourful, without which a garden is incomplete!

My wildest dream is eternaly a smile on every face!

Yes the world's happiness is my reason, my passion and my reason to be and I'd follow it everywhere! But I see you won't trust in my dream...and think am living in my own planet! So, perhaps you just don't love me!

And why should I demand love from you...? You too know me not!

Are you a season? Are you a reason?

Why do I find myself praying you are a lifetime?!

Am I irrational...too spontaneous!

"I'm Not Allowed To Fall In Love..I'm Not Allowed To Care This Much", She Said...But When You Are Staying Up Late, Hoping To God He's Tossing & Turning, Thinking Of You, IT'S TOO LATE ALREADY..!!

It is too late already! Am in for a hurt...if you are not who I hope you are! If you can't walk the distance with me! If you can't accept I need to fly!

I didn't lay all my emotions on you! Never did...but no guarantee I never will!

I hadn't laid all my emotions on you...so if I never see you again, I may not be left broken and weak! I will survive! Not cause am strong..but cause there seems no logical reason to break down :D But I know I'll cry! I know I'll have some sleepless nights...wondering why did all this be! I thank GOD time and time again, our paths crossed, I thank GOD for the feelings, for the colour, for the music you brought about...but then I still wonder who may you be? But then I wonder if you brought all this truly! Or is it the work of my mind?! My imagination?! Which is vivid and wild!

But then again...I find myself wishing you are true :)
I find myself afraid of you too...

I ask GOD every day and night TO CLARIFY to me, if you are the one!

And if you are not...can I afford you walk out of my life!!! Will you have to, then?

I am told am a fighter! I am told am strong!

I am told that time is the best healer!

I am told am young, and the whole world is yet to be!

I am told I need not fear all that may be!

I am told by my close ones, you just can't be! That this is wrong...this is fantasy!

I am told and told a lot each day, and then I wonder, why did you pass my way!